I am obsessed with perfection. I believe perfection is not one thing for everyone but something that is defined by the beliefs of an individual. I am obsessed with my ideas of perfection. I have always wanted to be the top student in class; I have always wanted to be a great dancer, singer, even… Continue reading Finding Perfection
Tag: emotional
There is a reason…
It's been some time since I've been on here. I have been so focused on locating my roots that I neglected my blog. It has been an exciting couple months. My family tree is looking so good right now. I wanted to share what I have been doing in all this time. I have experienced… Continue reading There is a reason…
I may not have everything I want…
I have PTSD. My life is like living on an emotional/psychological roller coaster. When life is good... oh it's the greatest. But when I am at the bottom of that hill, I don't even realize I am depressed until I've been depressed for some time. I am currently climbing out of a valley and I… Continue reading I may not have everything I want…
I know where I am going… because I know where I’ve been.
I grew up surrounded by family. My aunts and uncles were so close that my cousins were more like siblings than anything else. I have memories of the house being filled with kids and laughter; so many fun times. But as we grew older, some older family began to pass away and the family started… Continue reading I know where I am going… because I know where I’ve been.
From my soul to yours…
I saw this video on Facebook about testing DNA to find out your total origins; all the places your ancestors come from. It intrigued me for many reasons but the top reason I am interested in this type of ancestry is due to the condition of the world today. So much unjust hate when in… Continue reading From my soul to yours…
Marching to my own beat…
I am me and I’m not for everyone. I have come to realize that I am an acquired taste. I feel like I would be able to fit in with most crowds but most crowds won’t want to fit in with me. I do not make great first impressions; most people think that I am… Continue reading Marching to my own beat…