I am me and I’m not for everyone. I have come to realize that I am an acquired taste. I feel like I would be able to fit in with most crowds but most crowds won’t want to fit in with me. I do not make great first impressions; most people think that I am… Continue reading Marching to my own beat…
Tag: emotional
My short letter to You.
Dear You, As I sit here and think about what I want for my life, I am drawn to think about you. No matter the wants I dream about, I always think about the ways that I can make life better for you. I want to move to a location where I still get my… Continue reading My short letter to You.
Fin.
I am afraid of dying. I am okay with the thought of my death but my fear lies with the people I leave behind. I have PTSD and have been suicidal a few moments in my life. The number one thing that kept me from taking the steps in ending my life was my loved… Continue reading Fin.
Time standing still…
This is an angry post. I am currently reading While the World Watched by Carolyn Maull Mckinstry and I am shaking with disgust. I am reading the accounts from the Baptist church bombing on Sept 15, 1963 and the racial injustices and segregation is unbearable. How can anyone hate another person or a group of people so… Continue reading Time standing still…
Elusive Peace
I have been having disturbing dreams for the past few weeks and I am unsure on how to proceed. My latest dream has rocked me to the core. I woke with my heart pounding because the sound of electric shock was so real. my senses were in overdrive and after the initial shock wore off,… Continue reading Elusive Peace
Service before self
Today, in the US, is Veteran's Day. My Facebook feed was full of so many people thanking others for their service and memes about what it means to be a Veteran. I am a Veteran! I I did not have the opportunity to serve my whole term because I suffered from a back injury but when… Continue reading Service before self
Look Within 